October 13, 2004

a premature sense of loss...

We're still hanging in that "waiting for the embassy's letter" bermuda triangle of the process, and yet life is changing around us.

I feel like several people have kind of said their goodbyes already-- even though we haven't gone yet, and it's really depressing.

Don't get me wrong, I know that relationships do change when life changes, but I guess I was just caught by surprise by the sadness of it all.

I thought I wouldn't be feeling this sense of loss until after we were in the States.

I can't talk about it much because it really upsets me when I think about it.

Posted by kristen at October 13, 2004 6:14 AM