too many what ifs...

I am having serious problems with stress lately. There are so many what ifs in my life right now. What if the Embassy don't get Andy's visa sorted out for ages and ages... what if the house doesn't sell before Christmas... what if the house doesn't sell for months and months... what if the house doesn't sell at all??????

ugh.

I know that God is in control and I am in his hands and He loves me and has a plan for me. I just wish I was better at letting go and letting God. Know what I mean? I wish I was better at praying about things instead of fretting and worrying-- better at being at peace and being still instead of imagining and listing in my head all the things that could possibly go wrong.

The stress only sets off headaches and sinus problems and I end up chewing around my nails giving myself the world's worst hangnails on every finger.

Doesn't really sound like a Christian who is trusting God, does it.

didn't think so.

Posted by kristen at November 1, 2004 8:02 AM