alot to say but not sure where to start

well here I am again -- we've been here just about 2 months...

Life is very strange right now. Staying with Mom and Dad is a *huge* blessing in many ways at the moment... we're all enjoying each other's company and we've been able to do a bunch of things for Mom & Dad around the house. I love their house, it's very home-y and comfortable. I'm ready for my own place though -- ready to unpack my things and decide where they go. Ready to be able to spread my scrapbooking things out and work on things without having to worry about the mess upsetting someone else. I know Mom has felt a bit invaded at times, when the kitchen counter is full -- or when the dining room table is covered... I've been having a bit of a case of cabin fever myself.

Not really being able to relax fully somehow. Always worrying.

And I know -- God has everything in His hands -- I just need to let go and let Him lead us. But it is so hard to do that!!!

I'm really struggling with this.

I went for a job interview for a local business (an Irish Imports store!) but didn't get the job. It was a mixed blessing in a way, because the shifts were only four hours long (3 and 4 times a week, including alternate saturdays) which wouldn't have been ideal for me. It would have broken up the week strangely and I wouldn't really want to work Saturdays because of only having a limited time with Andy once he's gotten a job.

Lots of things hang in the balance until Andy's got a job.

Posted by kristen at June 17, 2005 10:22 PM